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Name: Michael
Location: Syracuse, New York, United States
Birthday: 8/18/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: things i like: biking, hanging with friends, sleeping, eating, reading anything that has a good plot to it and keeps me interested things i hate:BUSH, people who try to be something they arent, any music other than hard rock heavy metal, boring books.
Expertise: vid games
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
Message: message me
AIM:  freakybiker1563
AIM:  inopiabmx1674
Member Since:
3/20/2005
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| well today was a great day my good friend mitch brought me up to the harvest time church to see everyone and what not it was fantastic
well as im sure most of you know that i have been dealing with a problem of drugs for a while and that while being around 5 or 6 years but today during church something changed i felt the presence of one of my greatest friends jason jantzi as you all know he passed away a couple of months ago. well idk what happend exactlly but during church i kinda fell into a trance of some sort and felt like i couldnt do much of anything i could barely stand up but i what i think it was was me being cleanesd in a sence iv always felt like i just wanted to get high on some sort of drug but not so much anymore. i dont know what happend today but it was good. i feel like a totally new being sort of. and just a little while ago i told mitch that i am going to try to end my involvment with drugs.
for those who dont know you could say i was a heavy addict i smoke pot on almost a daily basis and i have used a wide variety of other drugs such as ecstasy lsd magic mushrooms coccaine and opium. i am going to try to end that right now. i just hope that i can pull through with it
this is the first time i have publicly announced this and i hope that all those who care will try to help me through with it
and one last thing idk if heaven has internet haha but i hope that somehow jason will see this because i have heard that he blames himself for my drug use which is comepletly wrong i started drugs on my own but when i felt his presence in church today it made me just want to stop so i hope that he see's this somehow
jason henry jantzi i love you so much and i cant wait to see you again
i hope i can pull through with this
good night and good bye
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| well as it seems i have been tagged
1.i love just sitting around with my closest friends and just talking
2. i do have one person in my life that means everything to me but as of now she has no clue
3.i have always wondered if god is real
4.i want to learn to be a necromancer so i could bring my uncles spirit back and talk to him
5.i wish i wasnt how i am
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| well i was bored so i decided to update
im sitting here eating popcorn because i rock
im extremely happy that jasons surgery went well and im still praying for his cancer to be gone entirley i hope his chemo gets over with soon
homecoming this weekend and its really boring at least tis something to do on a saterday night
well ill update again at a later time keep praying for jason everyone please | | |
| WOOOOOO ONE MORE WEEK AND I CAN BIKE AGIAN yay
well everyone should keep jason jantzi in their prayers because something horrible has happend to him he has relapsed (which means his cancer in his lung has come out of remission). So everyone who reads this pray for him because no one would want to lose such a good person or have such a nice person in so much pain and suffering | | |
| people said i should update so i am
im confused in my love life right now and i hate it i have the same feelings for two different people and one likes me the other wants nothing to do with me but i still just cant give up on the girl that dosent want anything to do with me idk its just too hard on me to just move on i hate it | | |
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